On Saturday, May 19th, Mrs Fidanza and I celebrate 33 years of marriage (well, 33 years for me, about 150 years for her). I regret that I have not been the best person, let alone the best husband, I could have been, but even I admit that I have improved, because of her, especially recently.
I could wallow in self pity for having been an ass for most of our marriage or I can give credit to God and Maggie for helping to learn to develope character, get control of myself and improve, in the past couple of years.
You cannot find a “Way back” machine or get a “Do Over,” but, you can correct the course and hope that not too much damage has been done and that the person you love loves you as much as you love them. You shouldn’t ever give up.